I don’t know.

I don’t know how I’d react if you said, “Come to me.”

Would I break down? Would I cry? Would joy overwhelm me?

I truly don’t know.

What I do know is that it’s getting easier.

There are moments when I feel light, when I feel right.

And then there are moments when everything feels heavy,

when I feel like I’m in the dark.

But even then—it gets easier.